Wednesday, June 16, 2010

decisions, decisions.

oh my life is changing everyday
in every possible way.
and my dreams, it's never quite as it seems
never quite as it seems.

gosh. i never realized how things could get so crazy in such a short amount of time. i knew i would finish high school and go to college and i knew i would graduate...all of those things i could see myself doing. somehow, though, i never really envisioned how things would be after. and now that i'm faced with the decision of where to start the rest of my mind is drawing a blank. i've never pictured myself done with college, having a real job. and yet: here i am.

i've thrown all my pieces in the air and now they are starting to fall, like so many pieces of colorful confetti fluttering to the ground in little bunches at a surprise birthday party.

now i just need to decide which pieces to keep...

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