...now what?

i didn't have to be at rehearsal tonight. or a performance. or a taping. or a meeting. i didn't have any homework that needed to be finished or chapters that needed to be read. no classes to prepare for, nothing to catch up on that absolutely needed to be done tonight. the three things standing between me and thanksgiving are a meeting with my advertising group tomorrow, teaching my class on monday and work on tuesday. oh, and a taping on saturday.

granted, there are tons of things that need to be done. and obviously, not doing anything productive over thanksgiving break will surely set me up for total failure come december, when everything is due. but for just one night, i didn't have any obligations.

and to be honest, i didn't really know what to do with myself.

what do you do when you don't have things to do all the time? i mean, i filled my time. i went christmas shopping with emily. made dinner. collin came over. watched the office. watched "definitely, maybe" with matt and andrew. it wasn't uneventful. it just feels like lots of things went undone.

something's missing. i should be stressing over something.