eff.

today was slightly kind of ridiculous.

plus, it ended the way it began...with me totally effing things up.

love those bookend days.

regardless, i keep thinking about how i have another four and a half weeks of class before it's summer. that sounds totally insane. i have no idea what i want to do over the summer. but then again, that is sort of the theme of my life lately...having no clue what i want. seems like deciding requires some sort of commitment and determining a direction in life. and that's a scary thing. in some ways, i feel so ready. and in others, i'm mostly just terrified. so much to think about. like...

"good things take time. but great things happen in just a moment."

^really? i don't know. i just don't know if i can believe that. but i want to.